Gah. I'm probably not alone on this, but I'm fairly certain nobody else has this problem as bad as I do, at least, right now--procrastinating.
Specifically, when it comes to doing parts of the drawing which I know are hard and will be time-consuming, taking a lot of effort to actually finish, when it's one of the smallest details on the character, and knowing that I have to still do it over and over again to reach my goal...
...Well, I suddenly lose my drive to work on it at all. :P
Of course, I know that if I don't work on it now, I'll never work on it. And as it is, I might not even complete it WITH the work I'm putting in, because I'm not putting ENOUGH work in. :P I can do productive procrastination, via saving the most tedious (not necessarily hardest, just the most groan-inducing) for last, meaning I get work done on other parts, but knowing that I'll have to work on that detail (which my mind obviously is telling me I'd rather not do) really drains the commitment out of me.
So I do other tasks, spend time messing around here and there...and when once it was 11 in the morning, now it's nearly midnight with the same amount of progress: zero. :P
I'll work through it, though. This is real comic experience for me, so even if I fail it'll be extremely good (failure is always an option! ...but it's not exactly Plan A. :P), because I'm drawing what will end up as the comic--if I can get rid of those feelings now (rather than having them later), then that means I'll be better at handling them when they come up for the future, allowing me to ensure that I keep a schedule and don't fall behind like many people do.
So not only will my skills get better with this, but so will my discipline. (That said, though, I'm probably not going to make my goal. I'd set a new one, but if I aim for the new one rather than the old one, then I'll fall short of the NEW one as well. :P But by aiming for the old one, well, I'd hopefully make whatever my new one woulda been. Not as good as having made my 30-panel goal, but still having accomplished more than I coulda hoped for.
And of course, I'm not going to give up. I'd love to get 30 panels done. Heck, I'd love to get all material covered by my original six comics done, and that'd probably be around 60, maybe even more, depending on how the revised scripts work out. Not exactly realistic to do in a month when it takes ~6 hours per panel* and I'd have to do 2 a day, but still, one can dream...... :P)
*Yes, this means in a day I could THEORETICALLY get four panels, but c'mon. I need sleep. :P And I need food as well. Those rob 8-12 hours away, leaving 12-14. And while I sometimes have those hours on the weekend, I obviously don't have anything close to that level of time available during the weekday. I'd be lucky to get the 6 hours a day I need during the weekday. Still, I make time whenever I can to work, so I'll get done what I get done.